To be perfectly clear. I have NEVER had any expectations of anyone taking care of me, like I have dedicated my life to taking care of others.
I always pictured myself going out into the woods to die alone, like so many cats I raised as a child.
I have never expected anyone to “save” me.
So if you imagine anything different, you are as delusional as can be.
I have an endlessly loving wife now, so I don’t believe that will be my fate, but I have never expected/imagined anything but dying alone in the woods..
I expect nothing from anyone.
Never have…..